i realized last night i'm probably about has healthy as i've ever been in all of my adult hood life. since ever since i was 14 or so at least i was on some kind of substance.
I'm having an interesting time adjusting. Somethings with my body I find myself asking why and realizing perhaps this is what sober people who dont abuse there body feel like.
Its been so long i dont remember what life being a typical human that remains sober is like. So its almost like a brand new life for me.