Fear setting in a bit, nearly through a full day
Not sure why but i've just started feeling very paranoid and isolated, usually I can turn to family but i've relapsed and upset them so many times now that it's out of the question, any close by friends are drinking partners. Ony drank for 6 days during this relapse and not morning to night every day so i'm sure I'm not going into bad DT's, probably just self pity and remorse.....wish I could jump round to my mums or something because this flat is where I do or did all of my drinking.....I hate it just now, and I feel a bit trapped