Too much free time
I have been on vacation this week. Free time is not my friend. This week is also the anniversery of nc with my mom. I have been sober 3 yrs and dont work a perfect program but am in intensive therapy for 4 years. My therapist is away this week so I guess I'm just letting it out a little.
One year ago I tried to talk to my mom about my very disfuntional emotionally,physically and sexually abusive childhood. I have 5 siblings who are all in active addiction. My dad is an anger addict and mean as can be. I wasnt looking for an apoligy or anything like that just an acknoledgement that I'm not crazy. Her response was "well everything worked out fine now didnt it" it makes me sad.
So its a year I didnt think it bothered me but here I sit up all night. The rest of my family I could care less about but for some reason this tears me up. Sorry for all the misspells