Originally Posted by
Innerchild 
My sponsor saw the signs a week before I relapsed.
Nobody is bashing you IC...I have to admit...I saw it coming myself...You can learn from this...Or go storm off because the whole world is against you...I'd suggest you learn from it and get back into civilization and with your sponsor and get busy. This is a life and death deal IC...Take what people say to you as advice from people that know that.