"We do not like to pronounce any individual as alcoholic, but you can quickly diagnose yourself. Step over to the nearest barroom and try some controlled drinking. Try to drink and stop abruptly. Try it more than once. It will not take long for you to decide, if you are honest with yourself about it. It may be worth a bad case of the jitters if you get a full knowledge of your condition. " pg. 31 BB
That I tried over and over to drink "normally" all of it , not drinking in the morning,at work , counting how many, and on and on. I cant do it, once I have a sip I want more and more.
Just my thought.