(((tjp)))
I'm sure many people despaired of me too - alcoholic, drug addict, depressive, unkempt, living in squalor...
None else was ever to blame - I just had emotional instabilities, addictive tendencies and a propensity for making bad choices...
but I 'came good' as they say here downunder...I believe God reached down and set me back on my feet again and cleared my head and my heart
I wish the same for you and your children
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