Originally Posted by
FancyFace 
I'm not your typical alcoholic, I am very together looking, no signs of my addiction are displayed on my face or body. .... Yet!
That was me as well, so I thought.....
Time to get really
honest with yourself FancyFace, are you perhaps still sitting on the fence deciding if you ARE or AREN'T an alcoholic ? I did that for a long while... Afterall, how could this overachieving, educated business professional admit he had flaws ? Honesty is key, it was for me.........
Things only get worse, not better in this disease... The "not yet's" will materialize..
Decision to quit has to come within, everyone's bottom is different.
I hope you see your bottom from a distance and take the steps to avoid it.
Finally, you should not care if you are seen at a Closed AA meeting, afterall - we are all there to get better.. Perhaps attending a meeting out of your area at first might put your mind at ease...
Good luck !!