Thanks guys. You rock--- all of you! You are a really cool bunch for sure.
I am going to go to a meeting and take your advice. I looked them up for tonight but the info said closed meeting. Not sure what that is about, but I am going to go to an open one tomorrow. What is so cool is that it is really close to where i live. I am nervous and will probably walk in with my hands shaking out of nerves. (they will probably think withdrawal- ha) The bad part is a actually thought about having a few beer before I go to calm my nerves. What a terrible idea. I am going to go shaking or not. Anyhow, I almost bought beer on the way home from taking my BF to the airport, so I figure I better check out this meeting thing if I am going to make it.
I will keep you lovey people posted. thanks for listening and thanks for caring
it means a lot to me. I even had a good cry last night(tears just poured out of me from nowhere) I thought about what I have put myself though with alcohol and all the wasted time (no pun) but seriously it felt good to cry.
Take care all- thank you again