Thanks Sapling.
That first week and a half was a doosey! I am finally going outside and even putting makeup on.
Anyway,
I don't want to go 90 days looking forward to the 91st when I can drink. I am hoping that the 90 days tells me a lot about how my life is changing for the better, and that I don't go " woooohooo" 90 days- time to party. That is what I am afraid about.
I also have a tough situation coming up. My BF, who has been a real support (not as a counselor, but as a friend to do sober things with me) has to go out of the country for 12 days. I will be lonely, and I know I will want to go out and drink. He leaves tomorrow, and I need to come up with a plan. I have the best intentions, but that isn't good enough. I was thinking about writing down the reasons I can't drink and posting it on the fridge. Also, to not let anyone over here when he is gone that is a drinking buddy(which is the majority of friends in town).