Old 06-28-2012, 12:28 PM
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FindingErica
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Originally Posted by lesliej View Post
there is a part of recovery, a step, where you turn it over to your higher power
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I was thinking about doing that today. I thought about going to the church we were attending last year. I was helping with the youth group and when I found out about my husband using the K2, I stopped going because I felt we were not worthy or upstanding. I think it would be a wise idea for me to seek some spiritual counsel and get into a place of support. I also need to just turn it all over to God. It has become too heavy for me to bear anymore. I can't solve his addiction, joblessness, and impending homelessness, while handling the house sale, packing, the kids, creditor calls, lawyer visits and my job which is highly demanding and all the various life stuff that has to be handled. I need to decompress. I have two weeks off in July shortly after we move and It will be good to have some time to relax and play with the kids.
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