Day 2
I really do not know why I am here. I guess stopping drinking was a personal choice. I always convinced myself I did not have a problem as others convinced me I do. Do I think so? Yes. I have always been able to control it. Functioning? Absolutely. I guess that's the worst kind right? I am on day 2 sober after a 8 year bender I guess. Some nights worse than others. Just realized when I would rather drink by myself than with anyone else it was time to stop. Do I want a drink? Of course.... Who doesn't after a long day. I have made some promises though that I intend to keep. I am alone now which is making it a tad more difficult but I think this will help. As we all say best...
Cheers,
Ryan