I appreciate the feedback
Yes, I do know what I have to do----
I have been honest the whole way, if anything has kept me sober, it has been being honest
Thats how everything changed for me---I got honest
It wasnt perfect but it was sobreity
I got honest about my feelings, my mistakes, everything---thats how I got to the 9 months
I am just so scared to get honest about this---
--I know my network will forgive and accept me
Its more the outside network I am concerned about
In particular my (ex) wife and how things will change thier
I just dont know what to do