I didn't tell him that I read the text. I'm not even justifying what I did because I know it was wrong on so many levels, but I had to know. Telling him would only breed more lies (from him) because there was always an excuse, always a story, and then there would've been an argument and I'm just....so....tired of arguing.
Once he's moved, I know I will feel more free. His Aunt, who is also in psycho therapy, told me that she knows how I feel about him and his family loves me, but they all know I need to start taking care of myself and move on as I can't wait for him. She's right and I'm pretty much there.
It's justvery very sad.
Pink, thank you for stopping by, I appreciate it.