Originally Posted by
sweetteewalls 
He's not bugging me. Its more me, missing the old him. I'm not in danger. I just need coping tools more within myself how to get through the vulnerable moments. I'm ok for the most part...but the times where I'm missing my family (including him) being together, I want to reach out. I haven't, but the stirring inside is there...
Yeah that's what I realized after I posted, but it's there if your situation ever gets to where he's stalking you or something (which actually isn't uncommon).