Had One Of Those Cravy Night Knocks on The Sober Door
When I think I'm over a relationship, it can come a knocking. Opened the door saw who it was but wouldn't let it in to sweet talk me. Funny, still guilt like I let another relationship down but I knew it wasn't my failure this time. Closed the door, poured some iced tea and put a rodeo movie on. Booze is only as powerful as the power I give it. Funny, as soon as I said go away, I'm busy it left. It has been said that when the Buddha was awakening all the devels came to tempt and take. He put his hand to the ground to say this is my life and they scattered. I felt like that, not awakened but aware. The tea truely taste fine, not a substitute, an alternative,. Not a sip of vodka in several months. May change my address.