Welcome ...
"Under The Influence" was the book that convinced me to quit...in'89.
While not everything applied to me..it certainly explained why I kept
drinking tho depression was daily and I really wanted to stop
I was not your sterotype of an active alcoholic...outside everthing appeared to be danceing along...mentally I was a sodden satuated mess. A bery dark time...the last 5 years I drank.
I took that info...re connected to God and AA...started my AA Steps
and went from often shakey sobriety into solid recovery.
It remains an adventure in living sober with purpose and joy...
Blessings to the 4 of you...all my best as you move into a sober future.