I tried suboxone before and became horribly sick every single time why few months ago when I started an Opiate treatment program at my VA hospital I chose methadone and I have no problems. What do you mean you had no life on it? I didn't like the idea of suboxone because they just give you the bottle and you come back in a month...
On methadone you go everyday unless you want a statist change you can come once every week or 2 here. But where im at the only reason im alive is because I go every day and get to see some amazing people in the program too I now am friends with. I burn 3 hours a day going there, I see my social worker who is supportive and go to groups two-three times a week which are helping.