Originally Posted by
butterflyluver 
Thank you to all of you! Im unsure why I feel bad I guess he makes me feel that way by the things he says. So how do I start getting myself better???
Lots of reading, read all the stickie at the top of this section of the forum.
Alanon or NA, connect with those of us who have been there and are still in the process of our own recovery.
Do not put up with being abused, make sure you are safe.
Learn to Love yourself first.