Thank you both for all your advice, its a newish type of holiday for me but away from crowds so lots of mountain air. I think my therapist is worried as he relasped on holiday but I am not him. I just love to travel its a passion of mine. I guess what upsets me is being told don't go on holiday in the first year, don't have a relationship but I just want to feel normal and do normal things and not isolate as I was doing in my drinking days.
I will keep you posted how I get on and once again thanks I am so glad I found this site