Welcome to SR BRIDE2BE
What has helped me with active addiction is having some recovery tools to learn and practice daily. Being here at SR is a good recovery tool and you can add to your recovery tool box as you go along.
I suggest just focus on getting well first and as clean time starts to add up you'll be more focused (able) to take on the other issues that are now causing you distress.
If your interested in more recovery tools (see links below) and you can just work things out here with the help of the SR community.