Originally Posted by
erutxet 
I have not been able to do step 5 because the person I want to confide in isn't here at rehab with me. I'm glad I have this delay between steps 4 and 5 because my inventory is quite thorough, it has been a very overwhelming process. I can hardly believe I was able to admit all of my liabilities to myself in this way. No amount of psychiatry or medical assessment could point out my defects as well as I have in the last two weeks. I have been brutally honest with myself. It's incredible. I owe it all to the 12 and 12 book.
I'm very excited to get back home and reconnect with meetings in my area and find a new sponsor. Thanks for the support.
I really hope you work your 5th step with someone who works the steps of AA and understands the process. This is where you will see how you can change....
You are lucky to have access to the internet in rehab, mine wouldn't even allow cell phones and very little contact with the outside world as our focus was on the rehab process.
See you in chat when you return!
Hugs,