Originally Posted by
sugarbear1 
Did you work 5, 6 & 7? That is where change takes place. We can't see too much ourselves in step 4. It's just put on paper.
Keep staying stopped and focus on you!
I have not been able to do step 5 because the person I want to confide in isn't here at rehab with me. I'm glad I have this delay between steps 4 and 5 because my inventory is quite thorough, it has been a very overwhelming process. I can hardly believe I was able to admit all of my liabilities to myself in this way. No amount of psychiatry or medical assessment could point out my defects as well as I have in the last two weeks. I have been brutally honest with myself. It's incredible. I owe it all to the 12 and 12 book.
I'm very excited to get back home and reconnect with meetings in my area and find a new sponsor. Thanks for the support.