Work on yourself as u say u are and u will become the woman he would want to be with. And then u may even have 100 to choose from! Your young, u have plenty of time. Get well and u may even forget about him, our thoughts can't be trusted in early recovery. I'm there at the moment too and from one day to the next my thoughts and feelings change about the things going on in my life. All the best hun, stay sober, 2 months is great!!!
