Hi wonderful
AA is an anonyamous program and for many of us that tradition is sacred
That means.."Who you here here, what you hear here stays here." Yeah, there are some that for get that, but that's on them.
If you say You say are a member and have a desire to not drink...then you are a member and no one can tell you otherwise..once in the doors it is a journey of suggestion. That means.."Take what you need and leave the rest."
If you see something someone has that you want...ask them about it and how they got it...
Then pay it forward...that is putting gratitude into action
Peace on the journey