I have bulemia Chrisy. I struggle with it often. When i go into my cycle it's like i'm on autopilot. It was the same with my drinking. I think it would be the same with an alcohol relapse. It's like watching a movie of yourself. You know what's going to happen and all you do is watch. Without the skills we've learned in sobriety we're powerless to hit the pause button and stop the movie and step away. I've learned to do that with my drinking but i'm still addressing it with my ED. I had to come to sobriety in my own time so i suppose i'll have to deal with my ED when i'm ready.
Ugh, sorry. Got a little off topic. I don't talk about it often. It's embarassing.
