I used a pick-axe, (is that how you spell it) today. The house that I bought has about 1/3 of an acre, all of it has this red rock stuff on it, so it not really good for making a garden, but I am trying. Just a bunch of weeds growing on it now. Getting together next week with someone (who has real machinery) to help me get going. I have loads of flowers and shrubs on my deck just waiting to go in the ground.
I remember when I first left my ex, I felt like I wasn't capable of anything.
I moved into my friends second house (the one that they would move into eventually), and I just developed this attitude. DON'T TELL ME I CAN'T DO THIS, IF I THINK I CAN THEN I WILL. Well needless to say, I did everything that I said I could, even though I never did it before.
I see that you have that same attitude. Don't let anything hold you back. YOU CAN DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You already are doing it