Tears are rolling down my eyes as I read the responses. I so need this support. I have gone to Al anon in the past, but fear the emotions flow and I will be so tearful that I will fall apart. I used the link on this site and found the times for local meetings. I need to go.
Those of you that have responded have helped me more than words can tell, know that you are making a difference if only with me it is so appreciated.
I feel like I am mourning.