Dee is right, instant gratification vs life on its terms, Ive spent days on end typing code, Ive done it drunk, Ive done everything drunk, now though I am learning life, It takes a lot longer but the results are a lot better.
Things I used to think I did better drunk I now do better than ever, including finding quality freinds, It just dont happen over night, but what worthwhile does?
Have you re-read your old posts?