Originally Posted by LoveMeNot

My goal is to work on me....not him. I periodically get tempted about him but I have not budged. And the next time he tells me he will call me in an hour to discuss something important and "falls asleep," I will block him again. (Sometimes I still let my mind run wild before I realize it and get it back to where it should be...on me and not him.) That is going to take time and practice. Sometimes I have to calm my anxieties and sometimes I don't let myself get anxious at all. Sometimes I am smarter enough to give it to God and sometimes I am no. Again, awareness, time and practice to refocus my energies.