A sober nite out in a bar
Tonight I went out with 2 friends (a couple) to a disco bar, they were both drinking I just had red bull, I came home early by myself, just felt paranoid with everything and everyone.
On my way home I started thinking about the root cause of my drinking, I never knew it before now but think i have come close to it.
Whats the next step??????
I also thought about ending it on my way home.
Why do I feel anxious around people at night when im out?
I think im a bit anxious too when im drinking cos I still cant hold a conversation with strangers.
Im just pissed off too with being single and i wud never ask a girl out (mostly because of fear of rejection) Funny thing is Iv been told im very good looking but still have no confidence!
How do I sort myself out?????
Help!