That's normal changer...My emotions were all over the map early on...It evens out...You have your sponsor's number...I suggest getting some more numbers at your next meeting...When you are getting squirrely...Call your sponsor...Talk it out...If you can't get a hold of your sponsor...Go down that list...If you're at home...Log on here...Talk before you drink...That's critical...Don't call after you drank....You get bad cravings...It's amazing what talking to another alcoholic can do to take them out of your head. Hang in there...You're doing great!