oxy, how are you doing? I read through your posts, and it really hit home about the extreme relief you would feel after you got a stash..then the anxiety you would feel when close to running out. constantly going over how many you have in your head, figuring out how many you could take every so often, trying to make sure you had enough to last, all to taking them way before the next refill or dealer...I know that feeling way too well. Hopefully you are sleeping better. What I found was my saviour the first month was sleepy time tea. That works wonders. I would wake up about 3 or 4am and not be able to fall asleep. Once I could sleep until 6 or so I knew I was getting better. I used to kick my legs all night to try and rid of the RLS, and my husband would think I was crazy! I am at a 100 days tomorrow!!! Keep posting my friend!