Welcome to SR.....I'm sorry you felt it necessary to look for this kind of support but i will say that SR is a great forum. Addiction is such a baffling and cunning disease.
You do have a particularly tricky situation being in law enforcement. It seems unfair that you could lose your job because someone you love is addicted. No decisions need to be made today and more is always revealed with time. One thing I have learned through this process is patience.....that has never been a virtue of mine.
Take it one day at a time.
gentle hugs
ke