Way beyond me...
My AH that walked out on me Fri went to counseling tonight. He has 8 months sober but only 3 mos in recovery. He is so raw. I've been so angry at him since Fri but I realized in counseling that this isn't about me. He is in so much pain and depression which goes way beyond me. I don't believe I can do this anymore. This disease has sucked the life out of me.