Hi and welcome to this site, we are a group of drunks on the road to healing and we all grab your hand and invite you along. I was afraid to attend a meeting, I didn't want anyone to know anything about me. You can find a meeting in your area by going to AA.ORG and search by zip code. I suggest that for your first meeting you go and just listen to how others share. Find a woman to mentor you-a "sponsor" who will show you how they did it. "If you want what we have do what we do." We care about you here, keep coming back!