Hi and Welcome,
I'm glad you recognize that drinking is causing you problems and that you want to live a sober life. My advice is to get rid of the alcohol in your house and don't buy anymore. Read around the forums and you will find lots of support and information.
Here is some info on various recovery programs:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html
I can change your user name for you if you PM me with the new name.