Originally Posted by
Fallow 
Started up drinking again. Truth be told I first enjoyed it after this time off but I dont enjoy knowing I gotta start sobriety again sometime in the future. It just gets tougher and tougher on the mind for me. I didnt even get drunk like back in the day but still I feel bad about the few I had which took away the enjoyment. Looks like all my plans have failed so far. Day 1 coming right up!.....
Me too...it totally sucks. I had 40+ days and threw it in the trash....drank this night & it wasn't even fun...that is how this is all so f'd up! It is so stupid that I chased my drunk all night.....that I haven't found yet.
Alcohol....you suck!