Thank-You to everybody for replying. if I was to quote the bits that helped, I would basically just be repeating the whole thread. I have a GP appointment tomorrow and am going to ask for Naltrexone gain or see if he knows anything about campral as NT did not help that much the first time round, though at the time I was expecting a miracle and did not really try very hard to stay abstinent.
I'm now at a stage where I realize it will be difficult but it can not possibly be worse then my current existence. Yes, I am willing to go AA or a similar group again. First I will try the Drug and Alcohol counseling service 1(of my 3) doctors have been suggesting I see. I may also try another 7 day in-house detox.
I will check-in after I see my doctor tomorow. Again thanks everyone, every reply helped. And to whoever posted the song, awesome dude.