Originally Posted by
Fenris 
Welcome to SR, Troll. You say that you know alcohol is a problem for you, but the alternative (being bored) is as bad or worse, right? Alcohol used to be fun for me too. Until it wasn't. Like Sugarbear, I'm not really sure what you're looking for. The good people of this forum can support you in sobriety; but mostly what I'm getting from your posts is that you're looking for reassurances that it's okay for you to drink. I honestly don't mean that harshly....I'm just a little confused about what you're seeking.
--Fenris.
Maybe your right and I am looking for that reassurance...but deep down I know it is not right.
Where is the line?
I'll be 100% honest, I think what I am looking for here is something along the lines of:
If I stop this lifestyle for 6 months, will my liver rebuild to a nice level again?
As then maybe I can start again at 30 with a fresh liver and then take it easy from then on??