Hi all, thanks so much for the warm welcome. It's my business (been thru hell for quite a few years to get where we are), I have to be where I am on Saturdays, or the business (and my marraige probally) will be sacrificed.
I have to learn to just deal with it and do it, without the drink.
I've had depression on & for years, but never quite like after the Saturday binge. It's a miracle I can get out of bed on Sunday.
Thank-you all, I will think about everything you said on Saturday, maybe it will save me.