glad to see you back ~
i can relate to what you are saying ~ once I realized I had options I felt so badly I had not exercised those options earlier in my life but as time went on, as I worked my program and worked thru the steps with my sponsor ~ I realized I was on that journey for a reason - to learn many things and make decisions at exactly the right time according to my HP's plan ~
Keep learning, growing and becoming the YOU that you were always intended to be ~
PINK HUGS,
Rita