badatbooze, "I would like to be proud of the rest of my life" - that is a moving sentence for me. Is that too much to ask of ourselves? To simply conduct myself in a way where I'm not ashamed of my life? We all owe ourselves that and deserve it, just by virtue of being human. Just need to make happen and keep it happening. That reinforces to me why I need stay sober. I owe it to myself. We all do.
I'm with you Cheeto. I now know I can't have just one. That way madness lies.