Congrats Jillian and DG!
In my (brief) experience, it seems that my dedication to my sobriety waxes and wanes. Sometime I feel very strong in my resolve and happy that I made the decision to get sober and other times I wish I could go get hammered. The thing that I have learned is that feelings, cravings or desires to drink are fleeting, but if you throw away your sobriety it may be gone for good.
Stay strong!