Jilllian

I don't crave the pills I abused for four years.
I don't miss them. I hate them.
I hate what they did to me.
Rather, I hate what I *allowed* them to do to me.

Sapling

Good for you Jillian...I'm happy to hear that!!

DisplacedGRITS

Day 58 off the drink for me! One day at a time but i must admit, i'm getting tunnel vision on that 2 month mark.

sousvide

Nice Jillian!!! To me, that takes TREMENDOUS integrity!! And if there is ANYTHING that acts like sure fire protection against ever falling back into abuse, its THE WAY YOU FEEL RIGHT NOW.......Im envious........the way you feel makes things so much more possible.

eJoshua

Congrats Jillian and DG!

In my (brief) experience, it seems that my dedication to my sobriety waxes and wanes. Sometime I feel very strong in my resolve and happy that I made the decision to get sober and other times I wish I could go get hammered. The thing that I have learned is that feelings, cravings or desires to drink are fleeting, but if you throw away your sobriety it may be gone for good.

Stay strong!

scrambled2012

Jillian & Displaced, GREAT JOB!!! Keep up the good work and keep posting~~~~