I can totally relate! I too usually only drank at home. I'm on day 9 today. Ever once in a while I think about having a drink, thinking am I really addicted or was it just to cover up a bunch of other problems? I guess for me the reason of why I get so out of control when I drink doesn't really matter (it does....but that's a counseling issue) all I know is I can't be trusted! So I have been doing a lot of cleaning around my house, just came inside from weeding my garden, plan on planting flowers this weekend, and have also gone on a lot of walks. Pretty much anything to distract me from my own mind and to also keep me engaged in the moment.