Originally Posted by
TheRestorative 
Anyway, I'm already feeling bored with this and lost.
Bored with recovery? Already? I found in the first couple of months that not drinking keep me pretty darn busy. All my waking hours, seven days a week, for weeks, revolved around keeping me sober.
Maybe you are only abstaining from alcohol (which is different from working a program of recovery). I imagine your addictive brain got bored with that pretty quickly.
There are a million things that will keep you busy. But I suggest start with some internet research on alcholism, addiction, recovery. Find a recovery program that suits you. And work it like you life depends on it.
Because it does.
Good luck.