Hi, I just joined yesterday and already I feel a sense of community here that's understanding and ready to offer advice and support. I am so sorry about your mom, but there is so much hope to find a new way of living here, and in other support groups. I haven't even been sober 2 days yet, but I can tell you that when I drink, I don't remember anything the next day either. I've woken up to bloody fingers, random bowls of food I supposedly made the night before, different clothes on (or none), .... you name it! It's not pretty, no. But it was what it was, and I don't want it anymore. I'm sure you don't either. I wanted to let you know that I am here for you, so please reach out to me anytime! I am still learning how to navigate this website, myself.
With much love,
Abby