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Hello everyone. I am new to this forum. I don't know where else to turn. I had gastric bypass surgery about 18 months ago, and in the last 6 months, have been drinking heavily. At first I thought it was because my relationship with my boyfriend was not in a good place. We have fixed that and I still want to drink. I have a problem stopping when I should. I will drive to the store when I shouldn't because I think I need just one more beer, one more glass of wine...whatever. I did this last night, and barely remember going to the store. I know I did because my boyfriend yelled at me for taking his truck after I had been drinking. I don't remember going to bed last night. I don't remember even taking out my contacts. 75% of the time that I drink I don't remember stuff the next day. I have no one to turn to regarding this. I lost my mom about three years ago and she was my rock. I am falling apart and I hope this place can help me.