Hey Guys.
Thank you so much for the support. Have had a good long think about things and actually not feeling too bad today. Basically yesterday's disaster was all about my issues with my stomach. Because I get so freaked out about being sick I can't convince myself it's just anxiety and yesterday was an especially bad day for feeling nauseated. Unfortunately for a long time my litmus test to work out if it was true nausea or just anxiety was to have a glass of wine and that's what I fell back to doing yesterday. Sure a week long battle with the parents didn't help either but the good thing is I still feel really positive about new job and new man! Appointments with alcohol counsellor and psychologist made for next week. And the good thing about yesterday was although the wine did calm my stomach I didn't enjoy it at all. Alcohol still tastes rank to me! No compulsion to drink today at all. Am so glad I have you guys so thanks again xx