I can totally relate. I too am one of those that will drink 'til I am dead or in jail. I've been seriously frustrated and irritated with everyone and everything the last few days. And all I want to do is go to my bar & have a beer and a shot. I like to think that will make my headache and lack of sleep go away but I know that's only a temporary fix and the headache I would wake up with tomorrow would be 10x worse. Stay strong... it takes a stronger person to stand up to their addictions than to give in to them!